Friday, 17 May 2013

My Friday night

I couldn't even describe how incredible standing by the sea as the sun disappeared and the horizon glowing orange from the city lights was. I was alone, no one around me for what seemed like hundreds of miles away, there was no wind, no crashing waves.. It was so peaceful. I stayed there for about three and a half hours. Pictures will never show what it felt like. It was warm, I literally could have stay on the beach for the whole night. It's the best place to go whenever something is on my mind. It's not always the best choice to runaway for a couple of hours, but I didn't have a choice tonight.. I asked myself alot of questions. And I realised a few things. My doubts about certain things stopped. I'm lucky, so lucky for everything I have. Sometimes we all forget to appreciate the little things. We always think of what ifs? When really we just need to live. We get one chance at life! Fuck feeling upset about stupid stuff! I just wanna enjoy my life, live it how I want. I wanna make the people around me feel the same! We all fuck up from time to time! We are human. I have a good life. It has its ups and downs, but at the end of the day I have everything I want, and I never wanna let go or forget what I have! Somethings are meant to last!

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

The sunset

Last night was perfick :) me and my girlfriend went to the marina which is where we had our first kiss, we sat and watched the sunset so peacefully, not worrying and just watching the sun slowly disappear and show the stars! it was beautiful, so so pretttty!
Before going home we sat under the stars at the beach, it was warm enough to just lay there in each others arms on a blanket listening to the waves crashing and watching the satellites and planes fly over our heads :) I love our relationship! I love how we spontaneously do just the little things! Which make really good memories! We finished our night with McDonalds... Yes.... Romantic... I know :) anyway, I've just got back from work and I'm a little tired, so I think imma have a warm shower, hot chocolate and an early night :)

Friday, 3 May 2013

Biggest fear: not being as good as an ex

And spiders and bridges.... They can do one!

How do you know you love someone?

When you wake up in the morning and check your phone to see if they've left you a message during the night! And when they do having a feel of excitement rush through your body that wakes you up quicker than anything else! They are the person who you fall asleep thinking about! The person who you could never want to hurt! You miss them even tho it's been less than a day! But more importantly when you put their needs before your own! Their happiness is more important than your pain! When you really love someone you're willing to give it your all. And you'll know when you are!

Thursday, 2 May 2013

When she smiles I melt inside

The things I miss

I wish I were still in Germany with my girlfriend! I had literally the best time of my life with her over there! Nothing got in the way! The weather was lovely. we stayed in an apartment in Munich, it was pretty close to the main strip and just by the river! We went out to see my brother. His apartment was just a few miles away. It's really clean and friendly in germaland, I literally had the best time and wish I could go back there!
I just got back from tour! Which was incredible! Probably the best tour I've been on! The shows were way better and we actually made some money, and many new fans :) I loved it! As much as I want to be on the road I miss the people closest to me! I hate hate hate being away from my girlfriend! I hate putting her through me being away! It's not fair! As much fun as I had being on tour coming back and seeing her was amazing! Going to Germany after just made me realise how much I missed her! She is beautiful bless her :) I really really do appreciate having someone like her being around me! Even if people don't see it from the outside, I've learnt not to care what people thinkkkkkkk :) all that matters is we make each other happy!
This last month has been busy but I will always remember how much fun I've had!

It's been a while

Haven't left anything here in ages! It's way over due as there has been a lot of things thats happened recently! A big post soon I thinksss