Saturday, 29 June 2013

My lesson of life

One thing I've learnt over the last few months about relationships is they don't run smoothly, at first you think it's a bad thing but I think in a weird way it's a very naturally healthy thing! And without problems I don't think the relationship is as good as it can be. We need problems to realise who cares for us.. Everyone has their ups and downs... And what I've realised is its not how bad the problem is but how you overcome it. You understand that you are in every situation together. It's how you deal with it which make you realise that, that's what being in a relationship is about. Being there for each other to support them for whatever reason. We are in this together!

Thursday, 27 June 2013

My biggest fear, is loving someone who would rather love someone else and me holding on to something that isn't there



So I am now home from touring Indonesia with my band! And although I had an exciting adventure playing to thousands of people the other side of the world and seeing them sing our fucking words was unreal! But OMG I have missed home! Indonesia is such a poor country and you don't really understand what it's like an how different and lucky we are until you go out there! It was such an experience and I'm glad I got the opportunity! I missed everyone at home! Seeing my girlfriend when I got back made me smile so much, I really tried not too! I thought nah ill be cool about it.. And be like sup? But I just was so happy to see her again I just smiled and looked like a nob! The best feeling in the world though! Anyways my break at work has finished..... IM BACK ENGLAND!

Monday, 3 June 2013

I will never ever understand what people see in me! I'm so lucky to have her!!!!!!!