Saturday, 26 October 2013

I've felt scared, I've felt angry, I've felt shaken up, I've felt lonely, I've felt sick, I've felt tired.. And now I feel happy

Thursday, 17 October 2013

When you're not around

When I miss you and you're not here I look at pictures of you before I sleep, it makes me feel better looking at you!

Saturday, 12 October 2013

Tuesday, 8 October 2013

My stoopid head

I really do hate my head sometimes.. I make myself feel like crap about stuff in the past and trying to find everyway to prove that she doesn't love me because I just don't believe someone could! I'm so happy we are in love with each other! And I don't want to ruin it! I trust when she tells me she loves me! I hate how I make it her job to make me feel better when I do it all the time. She'll get fed up and leave me! I'm trying so hard to not let it affect me this time! She loves me right now. And I love her! And that's what really matters

Sunday, 6 October 2013

Something's I need to learn!

The past is something that's happened. Something that cannot be changed. It's unfair to hold someone against their past. We do stupid shit that makes us the people we are now. We learn from mistakes. I need to learn that right now, the moment I'm living is what's important. I can't take out my over-thinking on something that's happened on the people I love! I have learnt that i can get so stubborn sometimes, and I normally need a little while on my own to realise what I'm doing. I have people around me who try and do the best for me. And I'm so caught up on the past it ruins all the good things I have. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry :( I'm not a bad person. I need you.